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fears
02:59
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mustard yellow screaming
you came back in cursive
cold brew pensive virtue
black belt black shirt black shoes
where are your fears? I forget
I don't feel now that I'm not worth it
where are your fears? I forget
I don't feel now that I'm not worth it
navy blue impression
you came back in full force
off script, felt tipped, cuffed jeans
i've been such a workhorse
searing bright red glisten
trepid fury placement
latex somber distance
how am i not dead yet?
where are your fears? I forget
I don't feel now that I'm not worth it
where are your fears? I forget
I don't feel now that I'm not worth it
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2. |
claw
03:14
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somewhere in the harmony
patient pretty things
candle wax and comforting
a hard wood floor synapse
and snap and snap and gasp and crack
troubled breathing lungs collapse
like circus tents more elephants
hold tighter on the reins
i'm somewhere in the harmonies,
blinders off- periphery
the guns go off, i bend and buck
try to leave but the door's still stuck
when everything you wanted felt so close
it always does
i claw and claw and claw and claw and claw
somewhere in the felt i freeze
press, dress, mess me up i'm free
to hold a pose, a statue of,
the men i'll never be
days of dishes in the sink
i don't have time to feed
the cat
but i can pet and pet and pet
i can laugh and laugh and laugh
when everything you wanted felt so close
it always does
i claw and claw and claw and claw and claw
when everything you wanted felt so close
it always does
i claw and claw and claw and claw and claw
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3. |
breakfast bedhead
04:18
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the guiltiest sleep
while the guiltiest dream
of doing things right
every time
breakfast, bedhead
so sorry, storebought
dozen eggs - give way
i turn around and say
i heard you talking last light
circadia hums, fist fight
serpent tongues, spider drool
you made your home, i tossed around
everyone, everyone, everyone
decomposed, i watch you now
decomposed, i watch you now
credits
from severything, released July
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4. |
ecstasy
02:19
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evaporating ecstasy
next to me
everything i used to hide beneath
a tattered sequence habit gone
generation loss with each and every one
generation loss with each and every
buried convictions
trusted guts
snare roll doldrums, caustic ruts
i lie awake next to you
frantic tomorrow's coming soon
what am i gonna do?
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hell isnt a place
it is a feeling
of not knowing where you are or where you're stepping
or how far
is too far
from my parent's house and tether, tangled in wishing "do better"
sever several seconds from each exhale
domesticate, suffer, suffocate
and do it all again
again
again
again
everything green and overgrown
the things you want, the things you own
everything, that's green and overgrown
the things you have, the things you own
everything green and overgrown
the things you want, the things you own
everything, that is green and overgrown
green and overgrown, green and overgrown
sever several seconds from each exhale
domesticate, suffer, suffocate
and do it all again
again
again
again
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6. |
miss america
03:58
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like miss america
mortar and pestle
louisville slugger against my ribs
turn and pivot
bend me over
louisville slugger against my ribs
everyone i've ever loved
tasted poison, turned to doves
12 gauge skeet shot, won't you stay?
I'll destroy us, i'll destroy us
it's better off this way
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7. |
public pool
03:32
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waking up from almost drowning
public pool now everyone's smiling
a thousand half filled balloons fall from the ceiling
newspaper confetti, "thanks for surviving"
another day, of mostly cursed
receipt paper, filed in your purse
diet soda, low fat milk
you picked your poison
you picked your risk
you picked your risk
you picked your
i don't know when
i started feeling
under floorboards, under meanings
co-dependence, start receding
slash burn farming, so much freeing
so much freeing
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